Because I Cannot Hurt You

This is not good…

Xiaosi's chest heaved, taking a sharp breath trying to protest against this feeling to pin Caihong on bed. It wasn't helping that she was still ardently kissing his lips with full force. He prayed for her to feel embarrassed and put a brake to their emotions reaching the tipping point.

But when was Caihong the one to get shy about making out?

He remembered her boldness of their first night they spent together for the first time in seven years of their marriage. She was quite vocal about sex and her needs, which he naturally was in love with. But now this was pure torture.

Steeling his heart, he grabbed her arms and pushed her away while holding onto her. He exhaled sharply, his cheeks flushed crimson. His lips were moist with the long kiss they had shared.

Caihong raised her brow. "What's wrong?"

"I-I-It's quite late…We should sleep…"

"Hm. That's what we are doing."

He choked.

My sleeping isn't the same as your sleeping!

He raised his head and stiffened seeing Caihong already standing in front of him. He didn't realize when she crossed the distance.

Caihong pouted and twirled her index finger in circles on his fair chest. His brow twitched, feeling an itch and heat on that spot.

"Xiaosi, you do realize it has been long since we have ta ta ta," she tilted her head.

He instinctively looked away, but she held his head and turned it to force him to face her. "Look at me when I am talking to you."

His smile faltered. "I am."

"Good. So tell me."

"T-tell what?"

"That it's been long since we have ta ta ta."

He blushed hard.

"This is not the first time we are doing it. Why are you panicking so much?"

He wiped his forehead off the invisible sweat. "No, I-I just feel it's a little late-"

She smiled. "Which is perfect, isn't it? Chyou is asleep, so we have all the time for ourselves."

Caihong was striking his arguments left and right. She wrapped her arms around his neck and pecked his chin, making him freeze. "You don't want to go on dates with your wife, and now you seem hesitant in doing ta ta ta with her too. I cannot help but feel if you have gotten tired of me."

He widened his eyes and immediately dismissed her claim. "That's foolish. I will never feel that way about you or Chyou."

She beamed, satisfied with his answer. "That's what I wanted to hear. Correct answer."

Xiaosi nodded when she suddenly pushed him on the bed and climbed on top of him. Her long hair fluttered down and tickled his cheeks. He stared at her wide-eyed like a robot. He couldn't sink in the feeling of being pushed down so suddenly.

"Cai-Caihong?" He swallowed hard.

"Well, you said you will never get tired of me, so of course, you don't mind us…ta ta ta."

It was as if he was falling inside a deep pit to the point of no return.

Did he not want to have sex with Caihong?

Of course he did. He was a normal healthy man whose wife was seducing him. How could he not have the desire to touch her?

Touch her…

His eyes traced the sight of her delicious neck and her bulging chest that was pressed onto his chest. He started to gasp, his fingers trembling as he lightly caressed them along her clavicle. Caihong shivered with the remnants of his heat that lingered on her skin.

He knew he should really pull back before things kept heating up until they both wouldn't be able to hold it. But with her soft and fragrant body pressing against his body like that, he felt his resistance weakening.

Caihong used this chance and hungrily kissed his lips again while she traced her palm along his chest and abdomen. His eyes were getting clouded in desire, and his hand automatically went behind her head to pull her closer. Their wet kiss lasted for a few minutes, making a certain member of his body harden with sexual excitement.

Caihong's eyes twinkled, feeling the bulge in his pants poking her waist. Her seduction was working. One more push, and Xiaosi would pin her underneath him in no time.

But instead of letting the flow get to him, the bulge of his little brother widely opened his eyes to reality. He was about to give in and make love to Caihong when he abruptly stopped and sharply turned his head away.

I cannot do this…I cannot do this!

Biting back on his tongue, Xiaosi flipped her to the other side and got up.

She narrowed her eyes. "Xiaosi?"

Shit. Weren't things progressing smoothly?

Xiaosi opened and closed his mouth but couldn't say a word. Guilt towards Caihong and anger for himself flashed in his eyes. f𝓇𝘦𝒆𝘄𝑒𝗯𝑛𝗼ѵ𝙚l.𝒄𝘰𝓶

"S-Sorry, Caihong. I…"

Caihong thought it would be easier once he got hard enough, which he was, but she underestimated his will and stubbornness.

If he gave in now, his whole plan to leave his family would blow into smithereens.

She clicked her tongue.

What a troublesome husband I have. Who could put his hands off from a seducing wife?

She appreciated his concern for her, but it was annoying at the same time.

It was like she wanted to hug him hard but also smack him like crazy.

Caihong raised her brow. "Are you leaving?"

He gulped and didn't dare to meet her gaze.

"What reason do you have now? You cancelled the dinner because you were busy. Now will you say that you are tired? If yes, then what does it matter if you get more tired? This tiredness is different from work tiredness~"

"*Cough* *cough!!!*"

Xiaosi really was at a loss of how to communicate with his wife anymore.

She peeked at his pants and chuckled. "You have a reaction anyway so…why are you stopping?"

He almost stumbled.

She waited for his answer but when she didn't get one, her voice got sharper. "I am warning you, Zhu Xiaosi. If you refuse tonight, then don't blame me for what I would do next."𝒇𝗿𝙚ℯ𝑤ℯ𝑏𝒏𝑜ѵe𝙡.c𝐨ｍ