Excruciating Deep Love with You

Translator: DWM

Proofread by Ruriko

Actually, I already had the answer in my heart, but I just didn’t want to admit it. When Mo Yulin said with a smile that all this was ordered by Qin Mochen, my heart completely broke.

I knew Qin had always held a grudge against my father because of what he did, but it was not my father who did it. Why did he believe Mo Yulin’s words to kill my father?

I only felt dizzy at that moment, and heard Mo Yunlin walk to my side and say sarcastically, “I told Chen that whenever I recall being gang- raped by Mo Zhenhua and those guys, I am scared. I don’t want to live in the same city with them. I didn’t expect him to do it so fast and quietly killed Mo Zhenhua that night.”

I felt my feet flabby and then fell to the ground. Why was it he who did it? Why?

I had loved him for five years, but what did I get in the past five years?

I couldn’t hear anything at that moment as I completely fainted. When I passed out, I heard a gentle voice. The voice was so familiar. Did he come back?

When I woke up, I was already in the hospital. The one standing by my sickbed was a senior I had not seen in three years. He was Su Chengzhao. 𝗳𝒓𝙚e𝓌e𝚋𝙣𝚘𝐯𝙚𝙡.𝑐૦ｍ

It turned out that he saved me. I endured the pain in my heart and smiled, “Chengzhao, when did you come back?”

Su Chengzhao looked at me with concern, and stretched out his hand to touch my hair. There was a hint of pity in his voice, “If I don’t come back, I am afraid that you won’t be able to survive.”

His gentle movements and tone made me want to cry. I couldn’t remember how long I hadn’t been cared about by others.

The death of my father, and the ruthlessness of Qin Mochen made me almost collapse. At this moment, I just wanted to rush into the arms of Su Chengzhao and cry for all the grievances and pains I had suffered in the past three years.

He held me in his arms tightly and sighed, “Why do you have to bear so much? Why did you never want to come to me?”

At that time, I couldn’t say anything, just crying, since I didn’t know what I should say.

I had always loved Qin Mochen. I had loved him for five years, but what had I got finally? In the end, he deprived me of the warmth that I only had. I hated him, and my love for him was completely shattered with the death of my father.

Suddenly, the door was opened, Su Chengzhao let go of me, and let out a muffled groan with pain. I looked up, and saw a face that I couldn’t forget even if I died. Chengzhao had been shut out of the ward.

Qin Mochen grabbed my shoulders with both hands, completely ignored my pain, and shouted at me in anger, “Mo Yufei, you fucking bitch, you used the bastard in your womb to provoke Yulin, and got her hit by a car. Do you really think that I dare not to kill you? ”

The person he trusted was always Mo Yulin instead of me.

I felt very sad and painful, and said weakly, “Just kill me if you really want to kill me. You had killed my father anyway. It will be good to kill me too.” At the moment, along with the roar of Su Chengzhao, there came the sound of pounding at the door.

I closed my eyes desperately. I could feel the stiff body of Qin Mochen, and his indifference which made me shudder.

“Qin Mochen, you will regret if you kill her. You are such a fool. In fact...”