Chapter 238 I Love ...You...Isiah Duncan
"I can't take it anymore" Lexie whispered with a stolen breaths as she started to look at isiah with a stolen breaths.
her body was not used to be in such cold atmosphere, delwias island's weather was not that cold, it was hot most of the time even when it rains.
her heart started to beat slower than she was when she was standing on her feet and looking for isiah .
but now that she found him while he was safe and sound she felt a bit of relief mixed with comfort that she was next to him .
' he is right
Isiah looked at her very confused, it was very cold however he wasn't feeling the same way she was feeling.
The impact of that cold weather was dreadful on her , she was breathing heavily and trying to formulate a few words to talk to him but he couldn't.
There was silence after that because she was not talking and arguing with him anymore.
Isiah tried to get away from her, that position was barely useless now that he was going fo faint, being on top of her was not going to give him any satisfaction, because he wasn't going to torture her at this state.
Leaving her to die alone sounded like a food idea.
As he was moving he felt her arms around his waist, he looked down to her only to see her eyes closed..she didn't stop there, she just grabbed him and pulled him towards till he fell on top of her.
Isiah was now above her while using his elbows as a pillar, his nose touched the snow underneath them. f𝚛e𝗲𝔀e𝚋𝑛o𝘃𝒆𝗹.c𝗼𝒎
Because of their height difference, isiah's face was facing the snow whie her fqce facing his chest.
"Uwaaaah "she made this voice as she buried her face in his chest .
Isiah was taken by surprise, he did know what happened and what he was supposed to do in a situation like this from the beginning.
At that time, isiah didn't even think that she was doing that because she was attracted to him and she felt safer close to him, when she thought that she was about to die she just had to do what she really wanted.
From the shock isiah didn't move right away he was still trying to figure out why she pulled him closer to her when she was about to die .
'Is she scared of dying?' He thought first.
Then he thought later' not everyone is mentally strong enough to face death'.
He only thought of those possibilities, completely ignoring her emotions.
" I am sorry " she whispered.
Isiah knew that she was freezing to death and he knew that deep down he wanted her dead.
She was holding on to him very tight while her body was shivering and her teeth were making a lot of noises.
"Tsk.. I told you, Don't apologize to me, i will never forgive you" He said very pissed .
" I know, " she whispered.
Lexie was still awake, she was hearing his voice from afar, but she kept replying to him just so that she could hold on to her life.
Isiah pushed her this time, and pulled his body away from her.
"If you fuc****ing know that , you should act like it"
Isiah stood on his feet while lexie didn't even move from that position, he was capable of hearing her heartbeat and her breathing as it was going slower by the minute yet he didn't do a thing.
Isiah started to walk away when he heard her whispering:" i hated you isiah"
Isiah couldn't even explain why he was capable of hearing her whispers like that.
He looked at her and she was just frozen just like before.
She didn't move, not even for a bit.
' Why is she so persistent? Why is she acting like that? Why is she trying to be so pathetic like this…she hates me i know, but, why is she saying this to me like this? why is she repeating it at a time like this '
Her divine energy was fading slowly, isiah remembered at that moment when she was here.
' i could have killed her before, i had the chance to do that multiple times but i refused to do that, i needed her presence for ciel, only for him'
Isiah looked at her again then thought to himself:' do i still need her?'
At that moment he remembered all the things she had done to ciel, she took care of him as if she was he real mother, she fed him, she protected him im multiple occasions, she made sure that he was comfortable even in a place like this.
' yes, she cared about him, yes she made sure that he is okay, she was with him more than me in this month, she ….'
When isiah caught himself thinking about what she hqd done for ciel, he sughed loudly.
It just meant that he was giving her reasons for survival, he was just stating the benefits that comes with her .
As she was laying on that cold snow , lexie looked just like a little kid, she was not feminine, not tall, not thick, she looked just like ciel but taller than him.
" i hate you" she whispered again.
Isiah was very pissed now that he was questioning himself wether he kill ber or let her live, and sbe was not helping at all.
" i love …you …isiah duncan" she said again.
This time isiah froze in that place, he was about to check up on her for her to stay with ciel.
That was his last decision, he just chose to give her more time before he actually kill her when he heard her say that she loves him.
Her voice was barely heard het he heard what she said.
She didn't say a thing after that.
Isiah remembered the first girl who confessed to him before he died for the first time.
'We were a kid back then, she just liked the idea of me ,and i…i..did right when i refused her '
Then his thoughts led him to think about the fact that he heard those words from two people before, Nina and his aunr rosa.
' you love me ? you fuc***ing said that you hated me and you said you still do, you are using a new technique on me, you should know that now that you said that i am regretting the decision i made before, i will kill for sure now '
Isiab walked towards her slowly, her temperature was very low, he face was so pale, her lips and fingers looked very blue, she wasn't wearing something warm, isiah knew that she was at the edge .
"Only for ciel, i am still going to kill you"
When isiah headed towards her to lift her bidy he nticed the traces in ber neck from when he strangled her.
Her body weight was so light, it felt like he was lifting a child there, the moment he put her between his arms he noticed that she didn't move at all, not like the first time when she pulled him towards her .
She was barely breathing, isiah started to walk towards that house, and with slow steps he entered her room.
He headed towards her bed and put her there.
He was shocked when he saw eijar laying there, he smirked then forced her to wake up.
Eijar had a very bad tamper when she doesn't get enough sleep, and when she saw isiah holding lexie she was very confused and surprised.
" master, what's happening here?" She said with surprise.
Isiah pushed her away then put lexie on ber bed, he covered her with her blanket then looked at eijar and said:" she was out there in the storm, she is cold, and she is about to die "
Eijar looked at him very confused then said:" why? why she was out there, did she follow you or she tried to run away from you"
" she is …" isiah stopped from talking at that moment for a second then tried to change the subject so he said:" is there anyway to raise the temperature here?"
He knew several spells to do that but those were going to kill her if he used them.
" you have dark energy, you could kill her at any second if you use your own energy" eijar explained to him.
At that moment isiah didn't even care about lexie, he only thought of who he would leave ciel with, only her was fit for that role as for nkw.
" i want her to die in a painful way, yet, i still need her"
" you can't use your energy on her master" eiajr repeated.
At that moment isiah looked at her for a long time, there was no otber way to raise her temperature better then the physical way.
He saw that a few times before in movie and now he was about to test that on her.
"Why are you removing your clothes, master?"