I Hate You, Devil!

Xioalei was rendered mute as she looked at him with wide eyes.

"You were... you..." she stammered, unable to even form a coherent sentence. She was so shocked her lips began to tremble.

"I remember it Xiaolei," he whispered in a pained voice as he looked at her. "I've lost you to him once and I..." his jaws worked and pain and anger flashed momentarily in his dark eyes. "I can't lose you again... I can't –"

"You remember?" Xiaolei cut him off. "You remember our past life..."

His eyes held hers and there was utter silence for a moment. Then he nodded.

"Yes," he finally confessed. "I remember them like they were nightmares. And I know they're not just mere nightmares. I could feel all those... truly... happened and it always, always scared me every time." His voice choked and fear gleamed in his eyes again.

"You saw the past in your dreams..."

"Yes. And I had the feeling that you saw something too."

"You're right," Xiaolei admitted. "And I didn't just saw something... I saw everything. Even the moment I d-"

Suddenly, Yu Chen's lips was on hers, stopping her from speaking any further. "Please... stop. Don't say it." he begged then he hugged her so tight. "I'm not going to let that happen again. Never." His voice was filled with a promise so deadly as his body trembled again. "I'll kill him first before... I'll kill him. I'll –"

Xiaolei caught his face again and made him look at her. "Yu Chen." She called his name as her thumbs caressed his cheeks. Then she shook her head slowly. "I don't want you to do that. Don't go after him... I'll avoid him from now on. If it scares you you can tighten my security all you want, just don't kill him, okay?"

Seeing that his gaze hardened at her words, Xiaolei shook her head again. "No, don't misunderstand it. I am not trying to protect that man from you. I'm just... I'm just tired of this, Yu Chen. And I'm scared... I've learned my lesson already. Revenge begets revenge. Nothing comes good from it but endless pain and disasters. I'm afraid that if you kill him, something might happen to you and I... I can't... I can't let that happen."

Her words seemed to have erased the hardness in his eyes and once again, gladness seemed to crashed through him.

"You understood what I want to happen, right?" she asked him softly. "I don't want a life like that again. All I want right now is to live happily and peacefully... with you and our love ones. Believe me, that man has no chance to me at all now. He's just somebody I used to know now and I'm still terrified of him... I am yours Yu Chen. And I will forever be yours. I will never trade you and your love for me for anything or anyone else."

With those words, Yu Chen's eyes smiled with so much happiness he seized her and kissed her wild, so passionately wild. "I love you, I love you..." he uttered in a hoarse voice every time they're lips parted. "I love you so much Xialoei."

"I know, hubby. I love you too... don't ever doubt it." Xiaolei whispered back and a smile so beautiful and genuinely happy curved on Yu Chen's thin lips.

Mesmerized at the incredibly dreamy face of her beloved husband, her big panda, Xiaolei pulled him and kissed him hard, as if she couldn't get enough of him.

When their lips parted, their breaths were loud and hot, so hot. "Could you guess what's in my mind right now, my love?" she asked, her voice, erotic and sensual.

Yu Chen swallowed hard and stared at her lips then back to her eyes. The gleam in his dark eyes changed, there was overflowing desire and savageness in them now. A look that gave Xiaolei an incredible thrill and she knew very well that one look already seduced every fiber of her body.

"You want me to do that again," his hoarse voice echoed so deeply, so sensously. Much deeper than usual and Xiaolei caught her lower lip between her lips then released it damn so slowly as she lusted on him.

"Yes..." she uttered shamelessly as she pulled away from him and sat across him. She spread her legs wide before him as and Yu Chen stared at her dripping wet womanly place and swallowed even harder.

The look on his face made Xiaolei smile, enjoying his expression as he looked at her.

"Ravage me like that again, Yu Chen." She said and another curse left Yu Chen's mouth before he pounced on her like a starved beast.

And before long, they were at it again. The intense and mind blowing sex making them both lose their minds. They indulged themselves and drowned themselves in so much pleasure, not even caring that the limo began to shake, not even caring that Xiaolei began to scream his name loudly.

The ecstatic pleasure they were sharing at this moment was inexplicable they couldn't get enough of each other. And thus, that night, after the intense exercise in the limo, the couple didn't return home. They checked in at the nearest luxury hotel and continued their love making like two souls so hopelessly and madly drunk in love and lust.

...

It was past midnight when the couple were finally resting in each other's arms.

Their hearts so full, overflowing with nothing but love, and their bodies felt very much sated they somehow still couldn't believe that both of them had actually this kind of sex drive. It was unbelievable that in two years of being married, they never found out about their sexual fantasies until now.

"I think... I'm pregnant now." Xiaolei muttered and Yu Chen's still and relaxed body was jolted awake. She knew what she said will shock him. "What's with the shock, my husband? With the amount of you you have poured in me..." Xiaolei trailed off at the look on his face, and then she chuckled. He looked like he just heard a news he had been waiting for his entire lifetime and now the power of speech left him good.

Xiaolei pinched his cheek naughtily as she grinned at him and he finally snapped back to reality. He hugged her tight and trembled with happiness. "My god..." he breathed sharply. "I'm... I'm so happy I could die, Xiaolei. I've been dying for this..."

Chuckling again, Xiaolei pulled her head back and looked at him. "It's not certain yet, my dear husband. We'll have to wait and see if I really –"

"I'm going to make it certain, my beloved wife." He cut her off and Xiaolei raised a brow at him.

"And how are you going to do that, hmm?"

At that moment, Xiaolei saw him flashed her a wicked smile she had never seen on him before and she couldn't help but feel her heartbeat jump with another delicious thrill.

"Wait and see, Xiaolei." He said, his wicked smile not fading, and in a blink of an eye, he was on top of her again.

"What? Again? Wait! You savage panda!"

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