I Should Have Just Died

She just realized that she had forgotten that the two of them were a couple.

It suddenly became a reality that Seidrick would be staying where Alyssa was staying. As Dania said, she can send him to Cambridge, but…

Alyssa squeezed her eyes shut.

She doesn’t want it.

How long has she been waiting for Seidrick? She wished he was by her side.

For Alyssa, the past few months that Seidrick has been gone have been a time for her to think and realize a lot.

Alyssa decided not to waste time.

If there’s a problem with Seidrick, they can solve it face-to-face. They had already wasted three years, and it was stupid to turn away from each other and consume their emotions.

She has already given up on leaving.

Alyssa chose to face it rather than run away cowardly.

No, actually, that’s an excuse, and a lot of valuable things have happened.

The former Alyssa didn’t have much to say, so she was able to think about leaving. But not now. Alyssa’s family is precious, and her friends are precious.

She liked Juliana, who sends her everything when something good happens, like a mother, and Ophelia, who runs to the palace once every two days to talk about quarrels with Kaihan or to complain about the difficulties of her work, was like a real younger sister.

It really is a family.

How can she get rid of the taste of family love she has never felt before?

And Dania was good too.

Dania, who was on Alyssa’s side and listened to her, often like an older sister; she was sometimes like her friend and a supportive colleague.

Therefore.

Alyssa mumbled.

“I hope Seidrick stayed at the palace….”

“What?”

“You heard…”

“No. I really didn’t hear it.”

Dania replied playfully. Alyssa exclaimed with her eyes tightly closed.

“I, I hope that Seidrick stays in the royal palace!”

Among those dear to her was Seidrick. She doesn’t want to hate anyone anymore. Alyssa has lived with a lot of resentment towards her. So now, she wanted to live with only the good things.

Seidrick gave enough apology for deceiving Alyssa.

She wanted to stop forgiving Seidrick and herself.

For her sake.

Seidrick’s illness didn’t give Alyssa a chance to hate him, but if he didn’t, would she have hated him?

There are still unquenchable feelings in Alyssa.

Hating Seidrick was tantamount to harassing Alyssa herself.

So….. she wanted to be with him.

Alyssa buried her blushing face in her palm.

“Okay. Let’s prepare Lord Seidrick’s room in the royal palace. Oh, you can use a single bedroom.”

The king’s bedroom was guaranteed privacy. Even though these were Dania’s playful words, it was enough to embarrass Alyssa.

With her eyes open like a rabbit, she raised her head.

“Dania!”

“If you want to become a good couple, you must share a bedroom.”

“….stop.”

Alyssa shook her red face.

Dania asked as if that was nonsense as she squinted at Alyssa.

“No way… until now…?”

“What, what does that mean!”

Wait a minute.

Dania stopped Alyssa from speaking.

Ah. It was like that. They didn’t have a normal married life.

“But still…”

Dania looked at Alyssa with an unfamiliar face. She remembered there was quite a bit of time after Seidrick’s identity was revealed……

Dania smacked her lips.

Dania, who had a long relationship with Kendrick, knew everything she knew and had enough to be done.

“Wow….”

“Why, why are you doing this…?”

Alyssa asked strangely.”

“…..nothing.”

Just….

She was just thinking.

‘Where’s the problem….’

Seidrick’s healthy outward appearance flashed through her mind.

‘Is he okay….’

Such an absurd idea.

“Dania?”

“Nothing.”

Dania said the same answer.

She was nervous, but she reassured herself. Because there are various types of lovers in this world…

Well, of course.

“…But it would be better to use one bedroom.”

Do traditions matter?

Dania made a bold decision.

“Wh, why?”

“Originally, a married couple sleeps together even if they fight.”

Dania answered firmly.

It was because it seemed that if they had separate bedrooms, they would not be able to progress forever and live in peace. Seidrick was cautious, and so is Alyssa.

Dania stared at her.

‘Alyssa…’

She was like a chick that had just hatched from an egg.

“…… is it?”

In fact, she doesn’t know much about her family’s affairs, so she thought it would be good to entrust Dania with it. After all, Alyssa wouldn’t be king forever, and she might spend a long time with Seidrick.

“Yes, that’s right.”

So, Seidrick’s bedroom was decided to be Alyssa’s bedroom.

Without him knowing.