Intoxication

According to Xiao Song, "Bless in Disguise", during his time of cultivation, his relationship with Song Ju Han has been very harmonious and even a little sweeter. For such a precautionary character, his life and soul were trained on Song Ju Han to have a set of likely mindset in time. For this harmony, it is possible to pretend to forget all the previous events.

After a week of rest, although there was still some uncomfortable moments, the company had a lot of things for him to do and Song Ju Han went to shoot MV. He Gu couldn't stay at home and had to start to work again.

This afternoon, he received a call from Feng Zheng. Feng Zheng recently asked him out twice. He did not go. The injury was an excuse. The most important thing was that he knew that he was subconsciously avoiding Feng Zheng. Since Feng returned to China, his relationship with Song Ju Han has become more and more tense, although this is not Feng's fault.

Feng Zheng told him that this gathering was a meeting of the Peng Fang delegation to a brother winery and Peng Fang also specifically wanted him to go.

He Gu heard a lot of people who went there were high class socialite and he was really embarrassed to refuse and he had to promise to go.

He worked overtime until the evening and drove directly to the bar street.

The location of the bar was quite clever and it was just opposite the "Gay Bar" that he and Gu Qing Pei went last time.

Feng Zheng and Peng Fang have just finished eating, they just meet at the door of the bar.

"Hey, He Gu." Peng gave him a smile and waved at him. "How is it that you work even on Saturday, how good it is to get you to eat with us."

He Gu apologized: "Mr.Peng, hello, the company has been busy recently, there was no way to escape it."

"Hey, He Gu?" Feng Zheng came over and patted him on the shoulder. "How do I feel that every time I see you, you are losing weight."

"No, I haven't lost my weight." He didn't tell Feng Zheng about the accident. In fact, his appetite dropped during this time and he actually lost a few pounds.

"Come on, I want to introduce you to the group this is Wu Zi Ang, this is his girlfriend..." Peng called them one by one and finally reached to a gloomy youth. "This is my brother,Yuan Yang, now he is learning the business stuff."

He Gu looked at the young man, who is very tall, seems to be similar to Song Ju Han, but his demeanor is more cold than Song Ju Han, with short hair, looked arrogant and handsome, with a particularly tall and capable temperament, like a soldier.

He Gu said: "Hello." 𝑓𝒓𝚎e𝓌𝘦𝘣𝘯𝘰𝐯𝒆𝑙.c𝚘m

Yuan Yang acknowledged him and nodded, but he didn't look pay attention to him. This didn't look good.

"Do not put on that constipated face here." Peng slapped Yuan Yang neck, "lets walk, come in."

Feng Zheng advanced the bar with a reason.

Behind him, He Gu listened to what Yuan Yang and Peng Fang were discussing. After a while, Yuan Yang went to the opposite side of the street.

1].... Refer to Beloved Enemy Ch10: Getting Caught With A Rent Boy...

Into the box, He Gu asked Peng Fang: "Where is Yuan Yang?"

"I don't know, he said that he met an acquaintance and will go talk to him." Peng put a little bit of fun smile on his mouth and he spoke. "There may be bunch of gossip in a while."

"What gossip?" Others also came to interest.

"I don't know if I should said it, lets wait for him to come back and you can ask yourself."

Peng put a table full of wine and stayed up late, men and women began to have fun.

He Gu sat in the corner and chatted with Feng Zheng, talking about things that are irrelevant, Feng Zheng sewed the needle to persuade him to resign, afraid that he is working too hard.

After a while, Peng put it over and complained: "There is no difference between drinking and talking about the difference between life and work. Come come, hurry, drink."

Feng Zheng smiled and said: "Peng Fang, what have you been busy with recently?"

"When you are busy making two steel shovel, it is better than Mr. Feng the venture capital hotshot."

"You are chilling me, in my new company, my feet are not standing steady yet."

"Haha, come, let's have a drink in respect to your new company."

A few people come here to drink, He Gu took a few glasses of initiative, he is not a bad drinker, but even if he is not easily to get drunk he just hate these noisy occasions, if he was to be alone with Feng Zheng, he would not come.

After a long while, Yuan Yang came back. Surprisingly, the haze on his face was swept away and he even had a smug smile.

Peng put his eyes on and hurriedly scraped to him. The two men looked down and discussed something and occasionally made a bad laugh.

Feng Zheng asked Yuan Yang for a drinking game, Yuan Yang drinking is quite heroic, cups and cups could be sent down the hatch and he would be steady as a cat, Feng Zheng seeing this posture, where does he dare to stay for a long time, he drank three cups and ran.

He Gu whispered: "Whether Yuan Yang child is a soldier, just by watching the momentum, drinking is like the style of the army."

"Yeah, he just returned from the army. He is Peng Fang best friend, his father is the chairman of Yuan Investment Group, have you heard it?"

"Yuan Investment Group?" He Gu was a little surprised, "Is his father Yuan Li Jiang?"

"Yeah, how do you know him?"

"I don't know, but one of my boss just jumped ship to Yuan Li Jiang company." Unexpectedly, Yuan Yang is the son of Yuan Li Jiang.

"Oh, the people under Yuan Li Jiang company are very generous. He is really good in keeping his people. My dad can't do this. Although he has a clear reward and punishment system, sometimes he is too powerful and will not win the hearts of the people."

"Yes, I think that Mr. personal style has a direct influence on the company's decent style and which is the one that works get rewarded for it. I feel very good."

Feng Zheng smiled. He looked at him. In the dim light, the deep and beautiful eyes were extraordinarily bright: "In fact, you should have stayed with my dad at the time. Our personal relationship would not have affected you career, I am not such a small chicken."

He Gu seriously said: "I never thought that you were a little chicken, but at the time... oh, forget it, it's all in the past." He Gu poured Feng Zheng, "Drink."

Feng Zheng's eyes flashed some complicated thoughts and the two of them killed glasses of wine.

Suddenly, the phone rang and picked it up. It was Song Ju Han.

Feng Zheng glanced at it, his voice was not salty and said: "Song the big star."

"I will take a call." He Gu took the phone out of the box, "Hey, Song Ju Han."

"He Gu, where are you?" Song Ju Han's tone sounded a bit gloomy.

"I am outside with my colleague." His background sound is very noisy and he can't fool people.

"It won't be with Feng Zheng."

"No." He Gu choose to lie almost without hesitation and after he finished these two words, he sighed silently in his heart.

Even if he does everything to retain such a sad relationship, how much can he change himself for it?

Song Ju Han said: "Do you know where I am?"

"...Where?"

He Gu heart trembled. Here is a bar street, one of the most famous circles of nightlife. Did Song Ju Han saw him?

"I met Ou Taining, who was filming here at the hotel in Dasheng Film and Television."

He Gu say something wrong: "Oh, him..."

Song Ju Han's voice is a bit gnashing. "You explain to me, what is going on with this gay thing... Why is you're going to gay bar alone?"

He Gu felt a headache: "You still remember the things happening downstairs in our company that day. Gu Qing Pei saw our relationship. I didn't expect him to be gay. He just left the company and wanted to make a friend. Nothing else."

"You didn't know him before?"

"I didn't really know him before."

"Is Mr. Gu chasing(flirting) you?" Song Ju Han's tone was a bit aggressive.

He Gu felt a bother to help: "No."

He strangely remembered Zhuang Jie Yu's face. "I am not the type he likes. We have been working together for many years. If he wanted to flirt with me, he would not wait until now."

Song Ju Han said with sarcasm: "I found that you are quite capable of recruiting people."

He Gu felt unspeakably tired, he said in a deep voice: "You are thinking too much."

"It's better that I think too much." Song Ju Han's voice was cold. "You are somewhat conscious, you should stay rather away from the messy gay lifestyle."

"…… I know."

The next second, a busy tone came from the phone.

He Gu looked at the name on the caller ID and he hadn't returned to reality for a long time.

He is almost thirty and he is like a child who is being pulled by his ears and he choose to endure. Even if he loves him... it makes him humble and desperate. What is the meaning of liking the abuse?

I am afraid that this question will not be answered for a long time.

Back in the box, Feng Zheng saw that his mood was not right: "What's wrong, a quarrel?"

"No." He Gu shook the glass, "Come, drink."

Feng Zheng looked at him deeply and clinked glasses with him.

He didn't know that there were too many people on that day. He drank too much from the respect of the people till even he himself was drunk. In short, when he left the bar, he was carried by Feng Zheng and the driver.

He Gu is no broken piece, but his brain is inebriated, his line of sight was blurred, the footsteps are soft and his mouth is also unclear: "Feng Zheng, you help me call a... driver."

"What driver, I will let the driver send you back."

"Then I...the car..."

"I will let someone send it home."

"Okay..." He Gu nodded, feeling that his head was going to sway and his body could not stop falling.

He Gu was stuffed it into the car, Feng Zheng himself drilled in, He Gu body was thin, but it was also a block of more than 70 kilograms and he also drank a lot of himself, his legs are a little soft, a short way pushing left him drenched in sweat.

He Gu leaned on the door, his eyes squinting, watching Feng Zheng: "I didn't expect... your kid to hid a hand."

Feng slammed his head and wanted to get rid of a bit of drunkenness: "What did I hide?"

"You can drink more than me..." He Gu use plastered his face on the car window, he felt very dizzy.

Feng Zheng looked at the fascinating drunkenness of the man. This is a serious man on weekdays. At this time, he showed a rare life style. Feng Zheng's heart was moved and pulled: "If we hit a speed bump, you will hit yourself."

The car was just a turn, He Gu heart fell into Feng Zheng unsteadily.

Feng Zheng stopped breathing , looking down at He Gu, his eyes were burning.

He Gu struggled to get up, Feng Zheng straightened his body and patted the messy hair in front of him, staring at the face carefully, the face that was once green and correct, now precipitates a few mature charms, When he was young, it had looked a lot better. Feng Zheng felt some uncontrollable emotions in his chest. He whispered: "He Gu, I always felt that you were smarter before Song Ju Han appeared."

Somehow He Gu can't stand this sentence: "I am... still smart."

Feng Zheng's brain was hot. He couldn't help but touch He Gu cheeks. His tone is full of unwillingness: "He is so not right to you, what do you like about him? I am not good? Where can I not be compared with him?"

He Gu wrinkle his eyebrows. He already realized that things were not right. He wanted to leave Feng Zheng lap, but his body could not move: "Feng Zheng, I am drunk... You are also drunk."

"I am sober, but you are really intoxicated and you haven't woken up since you were intoxicated six years ago." 𝑓𝗿𝐞𝘦𝘄ｅ𝘣n𝘰𝘷eƖ.c𝘰𝗺

"Feng Zheng..."

When Feng Zheng approached him, he knew that some words should not be said, but he could not control himself: "Do you remember our kiss? I have always regretted it. I have not been able to kiss you once and I regretted it. If I didn't leave at the time, if I stayed, you would not have become what you have become so... oh."

"Feng..."

Feng Zheng's face flashed a trace of a naught boy aura. He pinched He Gu chin and violently kisses the lip.

He Gu brain went blank and even forgot to resist.

Feng Zheng slammed his hand---- kissed the lip that he had fantasied of for a long time. He Gu was he unable to breathe and instinctively pushed Feng Zheng, but Feng Zheng grabbed his hand and pressed it to the back.

When Feng Zheng let him go, He Gu brain had brain hypoxia and he nearly fainted. He looked at Feng Zheng and gasped and said: "Feng Zheng...you are looking for death right...?"

Feng Zheng smiled, laughing drunk from the kiss: "Yes, I am looking for death, why don't you give death? You know why Song Ju Han was looking for you... haha, hahahaha, He Gu, you are the one looking for death."

He Gu raised his fist and wanted to hit Feng Zheng, but his body was once again planted in the seat with the turning of the car. He was struggling, his eyelids were more heavy than a thousand dollars and he couldn't even move his finger. He almost fell asleep in an instant.

He Gu woke up the next day, his headache was splitting and he turned around. He has never regretted drinking so much. After all, the trauma of concussion has not fully recovered. This wine completely flipped him.

He rolled over and looked at the chandelier above his head with his sore eyes, recalling how he got home yesterday.

It seems that Feng Zheng sent him.

Feng Zheng...

Some strange pictures and dialogues emerged in his mind. He remembered that he and Feng Zheng seemed to... kiss!

He Gu alarm bell rang in the brain. Did he have hallucination or is it reality?.

He turned his head and went out of bed, turned his phone out of a pile of stinky clothes and wanted to call Feng Zheng for verification. He looked at the name on the screen and he hesitated.

If it is true, how much fucked up is it, if it is his hallucination, it is even more embarrassing. But if he won't prove it, he will probably be uneasy. He bit his teeth and dialed him

The phone rang for a long time before it was connected. Feng Zheng's hoarse voice came with a nasal voice: "Hey?"

"Feng Zheng, are you drunk too?"

"Yeah, headache, my mouth is also uncomfortable, what about you?"

"I am also..." He Gu doubt more serious. "That, yesterday, did you send me back?"

"My driver sent us and then he drove your car to your neighborhood."

"Aah, thank you for helping me."

"Nothing, its just polite."

"That... Yesterday, I have no memories at all."

Feng Zheng smiled: "I don't even remember if I lost myself. How can I remember you? Don't worry, let's forget it."

When he heard it, He Gu don't know if he should be relieved, but obviously he can't ask anything. Although he thinks that even if he is confused, he should not dream of kissing Feng Zheng, but even if it is true, Feng Zheng won't admit it, he is not sure.

It's just that he's more worried about Feng Zheng.

In fact, he did not think that he would find someone who wants to share the cold and heat and would be with him for the rest of his life. Maybe he will be able to come out from the shadow of Song Ju Han hold, but that person should not be Feng Zheng, because he knows It is impossible for him to forget Song Ju Han in his life. All his love and enthusiasm have already been exhausted in one person. He cares about Feng Zheng, so he can't take his own broken feelings to perfuse.