Intoxication

Gu Qing Pei came back in time to ease the stand off.

Seeing the two sitting together, Gu Qing Pei smiled and said: "Jie, I found that you are very interested in He Gu."

Zhuang Jie Yu said without hesitation: "Yeah, don't you think he is very interesting?"

Gu Qing Pei smiled incomprehensibly: "He is a bit interesting."

He Gu hanged his face and coughed

Gu Qing Pei laughed and said: "Okay, won't tease you."

When Zhuang Jie Yu gave into the wine, the three people clink glasses.

Zhuang Jie Yu was quite awkward, Brother He Gu nickname "Uncle He", Gu Qing Pei laughed at him, but He Gu was helpless.

In the end, the two of them added WeChat and Zhuang Jie Yu gave him pink swear that forced him to promise not to delete him. Otherwise, he would not let go, so He Gu finally had to promise.

Although he felt a headache just by being near Zhuang Jie Yu, he was such a person who could play to ease the atmosphere and really improved his mood.

When he got home that night, he found an envelope that was stuffed in from the crack of the door. I opened it and saw it as a RSVP VIP ticket and exclusive parking ticket for the Song Ju Han concert. There is also a note left by Xiao Song: Brother He Gu, we are waiting for you.

He Gu shook the ticket and slowly put it on his eyes and he could smell the ink.

Go? Don't you want to go?

In fact, it will take two hours to get back to the city by taxi. The concert starts at 8:00 in the evening and is completely within reach.

In the past few years, Song Ju Han's concerts were performed abroad but as long as he was performing at home, he has not fallen to miss even one. It seems to have become a ritual. If he wants a break up, perhaps it is time to start with this symbolic ceremony.

He Gu hesitated when he passed the trash can then put the ticket in the drawer.

On New Year's Day, the company sent a car to go to Tang City, they ate and drank at noon and cut the ribbon in the afternoon. As the chief engineer of the project, He Gu also wants to express his feelings, but he is not in the state of the whole person. Fortunately, this kind of testimony won't require any eloquence.

After the ribbon-cutting ceremony, the government still wanted to keep them for dinner. If he wants to go back early, he can go back with the company's car.

He Gu stayed but he was uncomfortable and he followed the car back. He didn't like the occasions of communication. When he came across drinking, he could hide.

When he got home, the sky was already dark. He Gu looked at the watch at 7 o'clock in the evening.

He touched his stomach and when he was hungry, he casually cooked some leftovers and ate while watching the watch.

Concert... Let's get started.

Even if it is too late now, today is New Year's Day, the road are definitely blocked, maybe when he gets there, the concert is almost over, it is better to watch the live broadcast at home.

He Gu opened the TV, the entertainment channel really lived in Song Ju Han's New Year's concert. Looking at the man on the stage who is shining and dumping all beings, tens of thousands of fans in the audience are only crazy for him.

The music from the TV has lost too much originality, but it is still intoxicating. He Gu felt that his heart was fluttering, as if it has been smashing with the rhythm of the music. He clenched his fist, struggled for a moment, slammed the sofa, stood up, grabbed his coat and ticket and rushed out.

He wants to see him, want to see Song Ju Han like an emperor standing on the stage of the cloud singing, he wants to see Song Ju Han so he can be one and full of love, that the focus and love of music, just to see anything in the TV it's not enough. Perhaps he likes to watch live concerts on the spot or he just wants to see how Song Ju Han sing...maybe its just the same thing.

It's so fascinating, but unfortunately it's never for him.

He Gu jumped into the car and drove to the stadium at the fastest speed. The road was really blocked. He kept watching the time and was in a hurry.

Even if he can listen to a complete song.

When he arrived at the stadium, it was already more than nine o'clock. He Gu showed the ticket. Since the stadium was full of people, the staff personally led him through the background and he went to the front row, but found that his position was already being occupied, the staff has to go up and rush, He Gu said: "Forget it, I will stand here and watch it, it is almost over." He recognized that it was Xiao Song's girlfriend, who is now standing on the main stage. On the side, in fact, she is very close to Song Ju Han. It is also very clear. He Gu was only covered by equipment. Song Ju Han can't easily notice him, which is better.

"Sir, this is not good, your ticket is meant for the best place."

"It doesn't matter, you go do your work"

The location is a bit close to the sound, the music is deafening, the fans' shouts scream through the sky, but in such a messy environment, Song Ju Han's singing is like a river ripples, strong into his heart, as his blood flows to his limbs. Hundreds of beats made his body tremble.

The man on the stage seems to be the center of the universe, the point of time. He is in charge of the hearts of everyone present. They are high in his scent---the tides are rising, He Gu looked at him and in the blink of an eye, all sorts of past injustices at the moment filled his brain and finally they all turned into a strong desire - to watch this man. He wants to hug Song Ju Han and imagine that this person only looks at him and only sings for him.

He really wants to have him, he wants to monopolize him, he really want to think about it, that longing hate can not break through the muscles - the bondage of the body, swaying between heaven and earth!

A burst of drums came and He Gu woke up awkwardly, slamming his breath and stunned his eyes.

What was he thinking about? He shouldn't have thought about it for a long time!

After a song was finished, Song Ju Han coughed and said with a gentle and lazy voice: "Are you having fun?"

Fans turn their whole bodies to screams, rushing to hope that their voices will enter the ears of the gods. Unfortunately, there are too many people who love Song to Song Ju Han. He can't see and hear who does it loudest.

Song Ju Han smiled: "You are happy, I will sing for someone special just hopes they listen."

He Gu couldn't help but hold his heart with his hand, this heart won't listen to his own scolding, he just want to take out the eyes and be blind.

Song Ju Han sang the last song and in the "Encore" sound rose to the sky, he sang two more songs and the concert ended in an atmosphere still high.

He Gu wanted to leave with the flow of people on the scene, but he went back halfway and then returned. He wanted to see Song Ju Han and wanted him to see him.

He squeezed for a long time and finally returned to the position. He wanted to go through the background to find Song Ju Han, but was stopped by the staff. He was trying to call Xiao Song, just his voice hit Song Ju Han keyboard player.

"Hey, isn't that He Gu? When did you come? I didn't see you."

"Oh, I came late." He said, "Ah-Sheng, can you let me in?"

"What's the problem?." Ah-Sheng said two things to the staff and he pulled him in.

"Ah-Sheng, is Ju Han in the lounge?"

"He should be there, no one will be in the stage, maybe if they're in a hurry, hahahaha." Ah-Sheng pointed out the way to him. "The lounge..... follows this road and go right. I will go home to my children."."

"Well, thank you, bye." He Gu walk along the corridor and groaned.

What would he you want to say when he meets Song Ju Han? Or does he still go back, just when he hasn't been there... He thought so in his heart, but he didn't listen to the general turn around the corner, there was a row of lounges in front of it, with the names of the musicians of the Song Ju Han team. The last one is Song Ju Han box.

He Gu took a deep breath and knocked on the door when he walked over? When he just lifted his hand, he stopped.

There was a thick, heavy moaning and percussioning sound from the lounge and an emotional voice continually shouted "Aaah Ju Han.... aah ", accompanied by an occasional scream.

He Gu whole body froze? He looked at himself and felt at a loss, but fortunately, no one, no one could see his embarrassment and worries at the moment.

He showed a smile that was more ugly than crying and at that moment he only felt that his heart was cut in pieces.

Why was this hurting? More than six years, more than 2,000 days and nights, was it not enough for you to understand, why do you dare to have expectations?

He took a step back and then turned and walked quickly.

A person suddenly burst out at the corner, He Gu didn't missed it and the two men smashed together.

"Hey... Brother He Gu?" Xiao Song was shocked to see He Gu. "You, how are you here? When did you get here?"

He Gu face looked pale: "I came late."

Xiao Song nervously looked deep into the corridor and swallowed: "Then you...you were looking for a Brother Han?" f𝔯ℯe𝓌ℯ𝐛𝒏𝐨ѵel.c𝚘𝐦

He Gu didn't let it go on: "I will go back first." 𝐟𝙧ee𝔀e𝐛𝓃𝐨𝚟𝑒𝗹.c𝗼𝚖

After that, he walked over Xiao Song.

"Hey, brother." Xiao Song remembers scratching his head. "Brother Han didn't know that you are coming. In fact, he and me were looking forward to you coming."

1].... I hate Xiao Song for his complicit in this

He Gu did not want to hear it, it was simply a waste of time.

Until he returned to the car, he felt that his cheeks were hot. In addition to the word "stupid", he could not find a better adjective to describe himself.

He leaned back on the back of the chair and gasped for a little bit to ease the pain in the heart.

Not already used to it, Song Ju Han sleeping around, where is the wheel getting to him? It's just a series of moves by Song Ju Han recently. It's too confusing making his mind worry and he will think too much.

He really deserve it.

He Gu started the car and lowered the window, letting the cold wind whistling in winter cut his skin and freezing his brain.

The car drove downstairs and Song Ju Han's phone number rang. He Gu looked at the name on the caller ID, He Gu slowly removed the back cover and unplugged the battery.

After returning home, He Gu sat in the dark living room for a long time.

Tang's project delivered, the biggest burden of the year before was settled down, the boss gave them three days off, in the face of this extra holiday, He Gu didn't know what to do. His life is really boring, as if there is nothing worthy of attention and interest in addition to Song Ju Han.

This is not okay.

After thinking about it for a long time, He Gu decided to go to the city to see his mother. He picked up the landline and called his mom.

His mother got his call and she was very surprised: "He Gu? Are you okay?"

"Nothing, why are you asking?"

The opposite voice was awkward: "Oh, you don't usually call."

"I have nothing to do, just the day after tomorrow, I am going to the city to go on a business trip and wanted to see you."

The phone suddenly paused and the voice suddenly excited: "Really, really? Do you want to see me?"

He Gu listened to his mother's voice with obvious joy and his heart was a bit sour, "Yeah, we haven't seen each other for a long time."

"Well, when are you going to pick up the plane ticket?"

"No, the company arranged for a good reception. After the day after tomorrow, let's find a place to eat."

"Okay, good, contact me when you are here."

Hanging up the phone, He Gu took a shower and he fell down on the bed.

After running for a day, he was particularly tired. He regretted going to the concert.

He Gu did fall asleep, but he didn't seem to sleep for a long time, I heard the movement to open the door. He suddenly woke up, is Song Ju Han coming?

In the next second, the light in the bedroom suddenly turned on. He Gu covered the eyes with a hand, only to see a tall figure.

Song Ju Han stood at the door and looked at He Gu face with a stiff look.

He Gu eyes slowly adapted to the light and he put down his hand. He buried his head in the quilt.

Song Ju Han strode up and shouted from the quilt: "Why didn't you tell me?"

He Gu blinked and whispered, "I am very sleepy."

"When did you come? Why didn't I see you!" Song Ju Han was simply mad.

He Gu didn't only feel a little funny, Song Ju Han, are you the child birthed on the wrong end? He squinted and said, "It's late, the concert was good."

Song Ju Han's face changed slightly and he said with a grin: "You couldn't come early? I dedicated you a song....."

"Nothing, I heard it very clearly." He Gu deliberately increase the tone of "heard" and felt naive when he finished.

"...Which silly moron forced you to go into the background? Non-workers are not allowed to enter the background, who is the motherfucker who let you in." Song Ju was so angry that he squandered his temper.

1]..... What the fuck he mad cause he got caught.

"No one stopped me." He Gu yawned. He really didn't have the strength to face Song Ju Han then he didn't want to start shouting. "I am really sleepy, let me sleep." He closed his eyes as if to isolate Song Ju Han from his line of sight, he can also be isolated from his world.

Song Ju Han stared at the closed eyebrows, his face was white for a while, sitting in bed for a long time, suddenly bowed his head and kissed He Gu hair.

There was no response.

He reached into the quilt and the cold hand touched the skin, He Gu didn't respond. He is even more insatiable and caressing.

He Gu twisted in the quilt and wanted to avoid him. Song Ju Han rebelled against him. The kiss fell on his cheek, neck, chest and his loose robe.

He Gu was completely awake at this time, struggling to struggle and trying hard to push Song Ju Han.

Song Ju Han was annoyed: "What are you doing!"

He Gu eyes turn red and he pushed Song Ju Han and the whole person bounced off the bed and he shouted with a louder volume than Song Ju Han: "What the fuck do you think you are doing!"

Song Ju Han's clothes were thin and the hair was messy. His face was still wearing un-removable makeup, accompanied by the shocked and somewhat grievous expression. At the same time, he was a bit pitiful. It was only that pitiful till when he came back to reality, he instantly turned into a sultry anger beast: "That's enough from you! Are you stupid! Why did you stop me this time? I have apologized for the last time. What do you want to do?! Are you ahead of the menopause and dare to look down at me!"

He Gu clothes were wide open, the chest kept violently beating and the feeling of suffocation from Song Ju Han's face forced him to spend several times the strength to breathe smoothly, but he is used to it, staring at Song Ju Han, is never a lighthearted thing, how ridiculous, there are so many people who want to get close to this arrogant big star.

He Gu hanged his shoulder and said: "I am very tired today, can you let me rest?"

The expression on Song Ju Han's face was a little distorted. He clenched his fist and looked at the tiredness on his face. He finally resisted the attack and he got up and went to the bathroom.

When He Gu fell back to the bed, it seemed that the strength of moving his fingers was gone.

He listened to the sound of the falling water coming from the bathroom.

After a while, the sound of the water stopped, Song Ju Han came out with vapors, once again got into the bed and hugged He Gu for a moment, with his forehead on his forehead, whispered: "We haven't done it for a long time."

1].... Right after fucking a backstage groupie.... Shameis ashamed of you.

He Gu pretended to be asleep.

Song Ju Han was silent for a long while and suddenly whispered: "Why are you getting worse for me?"