Love History Caused By Willful Negligence

Translated by Chef

Edited by Chef

Even while holding hands, Lee Wooyeon turned around several times to check on Inseop. Every time their eyes met, Inseop nodded his head slightly.

It wasn’t far from the lake to the villa. They were so soaked that it was pointless to use an umbrella, so the two just walked.

The entrance to the villa was tightly locked.

“Shouldn’t we go back to the car?”

Inseop asked. His lips were blue. He had to go to the car to ask CEO Kim for the front door password. He had left his cell phone in the car because he was rushing earlier.

Lee Wooyeon did not answer, but opened the front door lock and entered the password. Inseop, who saw the number he was dialing from next to him, blinked his eyes. The password was the four digits of Inseop’s birthday.

“I recently took over. I also changed the number during that time.”

Lee Wooyeon opened the door and explained. Inseop nodded his head and followed him inside.

“First, contact the CEO…”

Before he could finish speaking, Lee Wooyeon’s lips approached him first. Cold lips met. Lee Wooyeon hugged Inseop and kissed him with a passionate expression on his face.

It’s been a while.

Inseop closed his eyes and parted his lips. He was breathing urgently and his body temperature was reaching through his wet clothes.

“… sorry.”

Lee Wooyeon opens his lips first and mumbles his apology. Inseop opened his eyes wide, not knowing the reason for his apology.

“You shouldn’t catch a cold.”

Lee Wooyeon answered, hugging Inseop’s shoulder. Because he had been drenched in rain, his body shivered from the cold temperature inside.

“Do you want to hug my neck?”

Inseop did as he was told and hugged Lee Wooyeon’s neck. Lee Wooyeon hugged Inseop.

“…I can walk.”

“I know.”

Lee Wooyeon walked to the bathroom while holding Inseop. After putting Inseop down in the bathtub, he turned on the hot water and put a large towel over him.

“Just a moment. I’ll raise the temperature a bit.”

Inseop nodded calmly. In fact, the moment he soaked himself in the hot water, he didn’t even dare to get out of the bathtub.

As he crouched down with his knees together, it wasn’t long before Lee Wooyeon came in.

He came into the bathroom taking off his top.

“Why is it still the same?” Lee Wooyeon sat on the edge of the bathtub and asked.

“Huh?”

“Do you have the knack of washing with your clothes on?”

In response to Lee Wooyeon’s teasing, Inseop hurriedly tried to take off his clothes. Then, his eyes suddenly fell on Lee Wooyeon’s body. He was too distracted to notice it earlier, but he seemed to have lost weight overall. His natural frame and muscles gave him a sharp feel, but his physique remained the same, so his tightly knit muscles stood out.

Inseop looked down at his body under his shirt. He was almost ashamed of his body, which had become even more unsightly than before.

“Why are you doing that?”

Lee Wooyeon asks as Inseop holds on to his shirt and doesn’t move.

“Oh, it’s nothing.”

When Inseop answered while clutching the front of his shirt, Lee Wooyeon lowered his upper body.

He shivered.

“Are you sick?”

Seeing his worried expression, Inseop quickly shook his head. He didn’t want to worry Lee Wooyeon anymore with unnecessary problems.

“…Because I’m so unattractive.” Inseop confessed honestly.

Lee Wooyeon chuckled and got into the bathtub.

“You are pretty.”

Lee Wooyeon continued speaking while personally unbuttoning Inseop’s shirt.

“You’re so pretty, it makes me angry sometimes.”

Inseop’s face turned bright red. As soon as he took off his shirt, Lee Wooyeon’s smiling eyes hardened.

“Why are you so thin? Haven’t you eaten?”

“Well, I ate it. I ate all three meals a day.”

“But why… are you really not sick? You shouldn’t be like this, you should go to the hospital…”

Inseop grabbed Lee Wooyeon’s arm.

“I went to the hospital. I also took a test. They said it was gastritis. I eat, but I throw up everything… ”

Lee Wooyeon sighed softly. Inseop was even more scared and continued speaking while putting strength on the hand holding Lee Wooyeon.

“Sorry. It’ll be okay if I take my medicine and rest.”

Lee Wooyeon’s hand cupped Inseop’s cheek.

“It’s not Inseop’s fault you’re sick. Why do you keep apologizing?”

“… I’m sorry.”

Lee Wooyeon pulled Inseop’s face. Inseop obediently closed his eyes and accepted his lips. His moist lips lightly touched the side a few times and then fell away.

Inseop felt gazes on him and opened his eyes. Lee Wooyeon was looking at Inseop.

“Inseop.”

It was a soft voice. His voice was the same as when he broke up with him in the hospital room.

Inseop suddenly stopped breathing due to a surge of anxiety. 𝙗𝒆𝒅𝒏𝙤𝒗𝒆𝙡．𝙤𝒓𝙜

“Are you sure you’ll be okay?”

He knew what was okay without having to ask.

“There are parts of me that I can’t make up for no matter how hard I try.” Lee Wooyeon realized his own shortcomings every time he saw Inseop. It brought about a shame he had never felt in his life.

“That will continue to bother Inseop,” Lee Wooyeon took a deep breath and continued.

“If you stay with me, you’ll always have things to worry about, you’ll get sick from stress because of me, and you won’t be able to rely on a bastard like me.”

“No. Don’t say that. I will do better.”

Even at moments like these, Lee Wooyeon’s neat face distorts as Inseop replies that he will do better.

All he had to do was always calculate his actions and emotions and choose the one with the best outcome. Although altruism is not included in that calculation, he sometimes chose to be considerate of others in a seemingly plausible way. But he couldn’t do that to Inseop. He still couldn’t figure out what was best.

The moment he saw Inseop’s body, which had dried to the point where his bones were exposed in just a few days, he felt like his heart was being cut with a blue razor blade.

He sat by the lakeside and kept recalling the same image.

He reflected on Inseop’s energetic cheeks surrounded by his loved ones and smiling brightly, continuously, continuously, constantly, time and time again. He couldn’t bear it otherwise. He felt like he could get up at any moment, go to Inseop’s house again, and knock on the door.

The moment he saw Inseop holding an umbrella while he was contemplating the same sceen like a broken video, he thought he had gone completely crazy this time.

“I’m sorry, Inseop.”

When he met Inseop’s large, clear eyes, guilt and greed boiled over at once.

Lee Wooyeon lowered his head.

It was right to let go. But he couldn’t do that. Inseop was good. He was so good, in fact, that he still wanted to check his palm, and he was so scared that he couldn’t bear it. He was so scared that this was all a dream and that he would lose Inseop again.

“… I like Inseop.”

Lee Wooyeon painfully confessed his feelings.

“It’s so painful. I like Inseop, but I don’t know if I really like him. I’m different from other people, so I’m sorry.” Inseop hugged Lee Wooyeon.

“I love you.”

Inseop clearly and without the slightest hesitation answered Lee Wooyeon’s fears.

“I love Lee Wooyeon. So Lee Wooyeon should love me too…”

Lee Wooyeon pulled Inseop by the back and kissed him. Their breath mingled and their tongue tangled. Lee Wooyeon enjoyed the taste of his soft lips. Inseop held Lee Wooyeon’s forearm and eagerly responded to his movements.

When the seemingly never-ending kiss stopped, they both slowly caught their breath. Between the barely parted lips, Inseop continued the words he had failed to say before.

“… Please love me. Please.” Lee Wooyeon took a deep breath.

Why?

He was told to love him, and he felt loved.

“Please… Please hold me.”

“Okay.”

Lee Wooyeon rested his forehead on Inseop’s shoulder and answered briefly. Lee Wooyeon said while rubbing his cheek on Inseop’s shoulder, where his bones stood out.

“Then please do me a favor.”

“Yes. Please tell me.

“Mr. Inseop, you can be sincere even if you meet someone other than me.”

“No, that won’t happen.”

Inseop immediately refuted. Lee Wooyeon smiled lightly and put his hand around Inseop’s back.

“You like your family, right?”

At such an obvious question, Inseop paused a little before answering, “Yes.”

“You like Manager Cha, the CEO, Assistant Manager Jo, the people in the office, and Yoon Areum. The same goes for Will and the dog that Yoon Areum raised.”

“…Mr. Wooyeon.”

“Isaac, Lois, John, Arthur. They are all Inseop’s favorites.” Lee Wooyeon listed ordinary emotions that he did not have. He has never had such things.

To him, that object was just one and unique. Inseop’s trivial actions, small gestures, and ordinary words replaced those things for him. If Inseop disappears, all his feelings will become useless. It didn’t matter if he was criticized for being pathetic.

Choi Inseop was everything to him.

“I can’t do it without you, so… so, just live with me until I die.”

“I will.”

Inseop cried and nodded his head. Lee Wooyeon hugged Inseop’s thin body tightly.

“I have a fucking long life cord. I hope you live a long time, Mr. Inseop.”

“…Okay.”

Inseop answered by hanging on to Lee Wooyeon’s neck.

Lee Wooyeon silently rubbed Inseop’s back. The feeling of wet skin passed through his hands. It was so good. Lee Wooyeon hugged Inseop’s waist tightly and took a deep breath. The already hard erect penis touched Inseop’s thigh, but Lee Wooyeon pretended not to notice and closed his eyes.

“… Um, Wooyeon.”

“Yes.”

“I like it too.”

Before even asking what he liked, Inseop gently rubbed his lower body on Lee Wooyeon’s stomach. Inseop’s penis twitched and his erection touched his stomach slightly.

“I like sex too. I’m not good at it, but still…”

Inseop rubbed his groin a few more times. It was a pathetically poor temptation. Lee Wooyeon burst out laughing.

“There’s nothing to overdo. It’s okay.”

He knew that Inseop was doing this out of consideration for him. Even Inseop’s clumsy actions were so adorable that he felt like his dick was going to explode, but tWooyeon brightened up.

“I’m not overdoing it.”

Inseop, who was being held by Lee Wooyeon, sat up. Then, he placed Lee Wooyeon’s hand on his chest. The prominent nipple was caught on the tip of Lee Wooyeon’s finger. Inseop bit his lower lip and rubbed his chest against Lee Wooyeon’s fingers. Lee Wooyeon looked up at Inseop as if fascinated.

Inseop slowly lowered Lee Wooyeon’s hand down. He opened his wet pants and put Lee Wooyeon’s hand inside them. His fingers brushed his pubic hair and grasped the semi-erect flesh. Inseop moved his waist as if he was masturbating into Lee Wooyeon’s hands.

The moment Inseop let out a moan as his finger caught on the tip of his glans.

“Fuck.”

Lee Wooyeon stood up.

The water in the bathtub overflowed.