Chapter 3534 I heard that she is timid and fearful of society (1)
"I am very timid, a little socially afraid, and even a little inferior."
"Obviously my family conditions are very good. My parents are capable. They never lack my food and clothing, and even give me countless money."
"Their union started with a cooperation, and they couldn't give me anything else, especially emotionally. They each chose to cooperate and get married in order to inherit the family property, and thus had me, the only daughter of the Yu Ke family, Yu Piaopiao."
"People who don't know think that I am happy, I have fallen into a nest of blessings, and I will inherit the wealth of two surnames in the future. However, everything is different from what everyone thinks. My parents never asked me much, even if I got excellent grades when I was young. Their achievements and awards that are envied by their peers, they have a mediocre reaction. After all, I am not what they expected."
"My parents are very smart and outstanding people, so I don't think there is anything worthy of praise for me. You can understand the kind of results that I have worked so hard, but my relatives don't care, and even say 'It's okay. 'Is it the feeling of being stingy with praise? That's how they treat me, which leads to the fact that in the future life, I will be more and more afraid of expressing myself, and I always feel that I am not doing well enough. "
"When I grew up, my parents remembered that there was a daughter who combined two families and planned to take me to see the scene. However, I was cowardly and inferior, and I didn't dare to show it. It made them feel very ashamed. They I don’t plan to have another one. I feel that they are born with a lack of emotion. It’s just a task to ask me. They don’t want to have another child, but there are still countless properties waiting to be inherited. Seeing that I can’t do it, they think One way is to find me an excellent husband and give birth to a small child. That was the first time I resisted them, and I no longer want to gain their approval, and I want to do what I want."
"Perhaps it was my resistance that gave them some hope and planned to see what tricks I could come up with. They didn't stop them, they just watched from the sidelines and let me do things. Every time I think of this, I can still think of it. With their skeptical and theater eyes, I look like a clown, or a failed experiment in their eyes."
"I lack a sense of identity and lack of all emotions. This leads to someone who treats me better and wants to give and trust wholeheartedly. As a result, I am deceived and played by others, which eventually leads to inevitable tragedies. If I can't get comfort, I have to be punished." Parents say stupid, can't see through such a simple deception."
"They are still high above, as if they are in control of everything, and they don't have the anger of their daughter being bullied at all, which makes me feel incredible and give up."
Yu Piaopiao's story does not shock Qianyan, after all she has seen even more outrageous things.
"Then what do you want me to do for you?"
Yu Piaopiao raised her head, her eyes were bright: "I want to be bolder, don't be so socially fearful, and do things as I like, not to please anyone or gain their approval. When facing them, I can look at them at a level, no longer feel inferior and bow my head, and feel that I am It seems like I can’t get it out.”
On this point, Yu Piaopiao felt that if she was herself, she might never be able to do it. The denial and contempt from her parents had already become her demons.
However, now that someone can use her identity to do these things, she has some expectations.
"Also, drive away those who take advantage of me and plot against me, and take back everything they took away."