MTL - Rebirth – City Cultivation

I have been thinking about it, let me explain it to you.

But the manuscript has not been written yet, and it will be sent out in advance. I am not a person who can save the manuscript, otherwise it will not break for so long.

This is the second time it has been broken. It’s just like the last time. It’s updated for a few months, then it’s broken for more than half a year, then it’s back at the end of the year...

In fact, why is it that the two consecutive breaks, what is tired, do not want to write, can not write, and so on, are excuses. As long as you want to write, you can continue to write. I am also a professional eating this meal, there can be no written can not, the story of this thing, as long as you think, how can there be, hard to write.

However, it took me two years to get stuck with my problem. I can't solve it.

I remember that at the end of the 16th, when I went to the annual meeting, the table was full of big cockroaches. The tomatoes were big and bloody, and even the company’s bosses were there. At that time, the big boss asked me to say, after you finished writing the earth, what are you going to write?

I was full of confidence and answered. I said that I was going to learn to cover the sky and write a vast universe like Dong Ge.

Then, for this sentence, I stuck here for two years.

From the first break to the reply update period, I am constantly conceiving and perfecting my ability to write fantasy. I wrote the book for the first time, and the urban plot was written. In theory, I should write Xian Xia. After all, the urban Xiuxian urban cultivation, the first half of the city, the second half of the cultivation, the predecessors are so gone.

However, it is really embarrassing to write, it is really difficult.

I can't feel the hearty feeling of writing the city, I can't feel the impulse to make my own blood burn, almost boiling and unable to extricate myself. There is no kind of power that not only ignites me but also ignites you.

Although I spent a lot of brain power, my heart, to conceive this sect, the strong, conceived all kinds of different methods, magic weapons, and so on.

But it's useless.

I don't feel it. I don't think it's like the text I wrote. It's not like a real Chen Beixuan. It's not like a story that is as exciting as the first half.

I didn't know at the time that the problem I encountered was all the problems that urban writers would encounter. Only the predecessors either wrote down on their heads, or they stopped in the urban article. Did not go deep into Xian Xia and the universe.

Because that is a really difficult problem.

In the city, we have a familiar sense of substitution. When we mention BMW, we know that it is a luxury car. When we point to LV, we know that it is a luxury. The mayor knows that it is a high official. This whole world is so real that it can attract you and me to immerse yourself in this world.

But when it is out of the city, this feeling fades.

The world is distorted and lost its reality.

Without realism, it means no touch. Therefore, Chen Beixuan is caught in the same face. In fact, after writing it, I don't know why I want to write such a story. Is it just to write down the novel, and then rush to finish the end.

There is no doubt that my last effort failed.

The novel suddenly stopped in May of 18 years.

I have to stop and think about it. This book has brought me enough things to make me feel good and worry, so that I don't have to worry about my life. Then, it should be the time for me to give back this book.

When I was chatting privately, the house pig advised me to let me finish the book and open a new book. He has also fallen into such a situation, and after a long time of hard work, he finally struggled. This is undoubtedly the golden jade of the predecessors, and I have been entangled for a long time.

or...

Really open a new book.

I can't change my pen name. You can't recognize who I am, but I can pretend to be a newcomer. Just as the resurgence of the aura is hot, I originally decided on this subject in the next book, if there is no continuous interruption of urban cultivation. Maybe I started writing last year.

but...

I really, really not reconciled.

This is the first novel I wrote. Before that, I didn't even write a copy of this book. If it breaks like this, then I feel that every word I write after seems to live in the shackles. In fact, in the past six months, although I basically didn't code, I didn't dare to read this book. I didn't dare to look at urban cultivation. As if looking at it, Chen Beixuan is laughing at me.

He is such a proud person.

His pride, even this book can not cover. Everyone who sees me says, ‘I’m going to explain to you, Chen Beixuan’s life. ‘Sword God, you are in reality, why isn’t Chen Beixuan so domineering?

In reality, I am a kind-hearted Buddhist youth.

In fact, whether on the Internet or outside, I have not sighed with others and quarreled once. Of course, it’s related to me going out, but most of the time, I’m silent. When I was angry, I was really angry. But the gas is also fast, basically eating a meal, watching a movie, listening to the first music, the gas will be gone.

But every time I am bullied and angry, I will always be in my heart. YY, I think like Chen Beixuan, desperately turning his face, not afraid of all the rules and censures in the world, even if this day is down, you must smash the sky.

That is the person I want most and want in my heart.

I am writing this book for such a person.

He is like my hero, like my childhood dream, now it is really in front of me. But because of my own ability, I can't write him well, let him silently lay in the corner of the starting library to mold. Watching one after another glittering people climbed to the top and went to bathe in the mountains.

Reason tells me that even if I come back to update, there is no chance.

There are not too many readers who will follow a book that has been broken, especially if he has broken it twice.

I also want bananas, like my idols, to say a word, ‘I’m responsible for the words, so I’m broken. ‘But I really can’t say it.

I am not for the text, I am not a person who has too much awe and seriousness to the words, and then go to a word, one by one to buckle.

However, I am responsible for him.

He is the first person I created under my pen, just like my first love. When I have strength and encounter difficulties, should I abandon him? Is that the next book, and when I encounter difficulties, I will abandon a book?

It is not the old heart to mention his pen.

Maybe I can write more skillful novels in the future. In fact, my skills and writing ideas have been improving in the past six months. To this end, I even put together the theory of my girlfriend's research into a few books, self-selling and boasting, not much worse than the "Jiuyin Zhenjing", it is a bit worthwhile in the network. I never fear that writing my own book will be even worse. If I have been studying hard and progressing and making myself worse, it really means that I am a talented person.

but.

What about ‘he’?

Hurry to write an end and turn the book over. Then open a new book and re-collect a group of people? Or put a vest, change your face and come back again? Every one of them crossed the middle of my mind, and there was a voice in my heart telling me to urge me to do these things, because that is the best choice.

but....

But that is ‘Chen Beixuan’.

Every time I substitute myself into the book, I imagine the person I became.

I have written 3 million words now. Maybe I can write 10 million words, 20 million words, three books, and four books in the future. But I will never write such a purely unique character in the web.

He is so unique.

He was born for my illusion, and belongs to a dream that I did not even dare to argue with people in this life. He is so brave and daring, never going forward, fearless, not bound by any worldly family, friendship, or rules. If you want to kill, you will kill, and you will be angry when you are angry. In the event of injustice, it is not flat.

I...

I don't want to let him leave like this, so I don't want to go back to the stage in such a gorgeous way.

His power has been stationed outside the station, and numerous authors have imitated it. He has already proved himself. Sometimes, even copying his book can occupy half of a station's hot list.

It is me, sorry for him.

I didn't give him a good lower half, let him turn around in disgrace.

In fact, until today, I still don't know how to write the second half of the universe. This is a problem with no solution. The clever author will avoid it, and the author of the profession will write it down all the way. Only I am suffering. While thinking about professionalism, I am sorry for him.

If you really follow the previous outline, write it all the way.

Then he is not ‘Chen Beixuan’.

Just a man of ordinary fantasy, this kind of fantasy fairy tales, I grab a lot on the Internet, why should I read this book, why should I write this person, why should I spend such painstaking efforts for him? Always write it down.

What I want to write is the fearless, unique ‘Chen Beixuan’.

He will let everyone who reads this book, whether it is watching urban articles or cosmic articles, will be unruly for him, and for his ambiguity, he will be excited by the smashing of the heroism and strength of this long day. He screamed at the table and cheered for him. He said to everyone: "I am acting in my life, why should I explain it to you?"

I will write this book down.

Until I can write the ‘Chen Beixuan’ in my heart again.

I don't know if there will be a third break.

Because what I am facing is a problem that is almost unsolvable. This problem has not been solved before, and now it is my turn to solve it. But isn’t the problem that people break through? The squid can integrate Cthulhu, and Dongge can open up a resurgence. As long as you work hard, squeeze your own strength and force your potential, why can't you write it? At least I can't really write it out, I can finally say a little to you, and I can say to Chen Beixuan.

‘I should have tried my best. ’

It took me ten years to write a novel, and I finally wrote it. Then why should I spend another year and live for him?

last of the last.

Really really grateful to you. Even if I have been broken twice in a row, I have been missing for several months, and I haven't been on qq for a long time, but every time I can see on the phone screen, you are asking me when to update and when to resume the novel.

Thank you for not giving up on me, not giving up this book, not giving up on him.

I am back.

Fight for him for you.

Cut off the spear and crush the shield! Today's World War I, blood stained yellow sand, red day Dongsheng! - "The Lord of the Rings 3", the king of the United States, led the crowd to the army