Chapter 32 enlighten
Chapter 32—Instruction
Under the instigation of Director Wang, only the inside of the police station and the leaders of the school knew the inside story and did not publicize it. So there is no news in the media of Songjiang City.
But Yang Ming’s heart is very heavy, but this is killing! There is a fundamental difference between fighting in peacetime! Although in a certain sense, Yang Ming’s murderer is a heinous and indeed killing person. If he does not kill him, then he will not necessarily do much to hurt the world!
For the heavens, what a ridiculous sentence! Yang Ming thinks that he is not a cold-blooded person, but he is not a hero! It’s OK to hold on to the fight, and to punish the traitor or leave it to the police to do it!
Although he was in the police station, he could defend his innocence and the police, and he said that he was a legitimate defender. Now, the panic in Yang Ming’s heart quickly occupied his entire body!
Yang Ming feels that his two legs are as heavy as lead, and he is unable to move.
"Yang Ming, what's wrong with you?" Zhao Ying, who came out together, looked at Yang Ming's pale face and asked with concern.
"Ah? I...nothing..." Yang Ming looked at Zhao Ying and smiled bitterly. Those who have not experienced personally will never know the feelings of the authorities. In the eyes of Zhao Ying and Li, Yang Ming just did a good thing. Although he killed people, he killed a wicked man! Just like watching movies in the movies, the police killed the criminals. Of course, in the eyes of the audience, no one would sympathize with the criminal. Instead, he thought he was dead!
Yang Ming is not a policeman, nor a gangster who is a murderer. He is just a student and cannot have such a good psychological quality. He closed his eyes now, and Ji Shuisheng’s face, which was constantly **** from his nose, was pale and embarrassed.
"Yang Ming, wait a minute!" A voice came behind him. It turned out to be Chen Fei: "Yang Ming, you wait a little while, I still have something to say to you, President Li, Teacher Zhao, you should go back first. I will send Yang Ming back in a while!"
"Well, Captain Chen, since you still have things, then I and Xiao Zhao will go back to school first. You also know that my work is very busy and I can't do without people, but you have to return my students to Zhao!" President Li smiled.
After returning to Zhao? Zhao Ying’s heart is tight, and his name is Zhao. Does the principal know something? These days, the relationship between her and Yang Ming has already surpassed the relationship between teachers and students. Is it a younger brother? Although he is a few years older than Yang Ming, Yang Ming protects himself every time, but he is like a younger sister. It is more apt to say that it is a friend, but is the relationship between two people just a friend? Zhao Ying is also confused. But she heard President Li say this, and there is an indescribable feeling in my heart.
When Zhao Ying saw the calm look of President Li, she knew that she was thinking more.
"President Li, you can rest assured that you and the Wang Bureau are old classmates. If I want to take your students, the Royal Bureau will not dismantle my bones!" Chen Fei laughed.
After President Li and Zhao Ying got on the school car, Chen Fei took a shot of Yang Ming’s shoulder: "Young man, my heart is not so happy, come over, let's talk."
"I..." Yang Ming did not know how Chen Fei saw his own thoughts. When he was in the police station, his performance was always calm!
"Oh, nothing shameful, come, let's sit in the past!" Chen Fei pointed to a bench in the police station compound.
Yang Ming glanced at Chen Fei and nodded, silently following him. Yes, Yang Ming is really looking for someone to talk to. Now, he wants to tell Zhao Ying about his feelings, but he still didn’t say anything. On the one hand, he was afraid that Zhao Ying would worry about himself. The most important thing was Yes, Zhao Ying, who is out of the game, will never understand Yang Ming’s feelings of fear.
"Young man, how are you afraid?" Chen Fei leaned on the bench, lit a cigarette, and handed it to Yang Ming.
Yang Ming didn't know why Chen Fei thought he also smoked, but he still took it honestly and unknowingly, ignited, took a deep breath, and then slowly said: "I was scared at the beginning, and now it is much better." Yang Ming did not want him to look at himself.
"Oh? Oh, you are very promising. Say it is not afraid of your jokes. I remember that I just graduated from the police school and took part in the work. After the first shot and killed the gangsters, I vomited for a whole night! And one week. They are all afraid, and they have nightmares at night!" Chen Fei said while taking a shot of Yang Ming's shoulder.
"Chen Captain...I..." Yang Ming heard Chen Fei as a policeman, and it was still the case. Finally, he could no longer hold back his heart: "I am so scared! The picture that night, kept on my mind. Flash, although I control myself not to think about it, but those pictures still appear involuntarily, just like being engraved in my mind!"
Chen Fei laughed after listening: "Young man, you are already good, actually endured for such a long time, at least you did not show up at the police station, or your image of this hero, you will be laughed at! You You don't have to feel embarrassed. No matter who you are, there will always be this feeling when you first kill. But you remember that the person you kill is a bad person, so you don't have to have any psychological burden at all, and don't feel conscience. I can't go through it! You think, if people like Ji Shuisheng don't remove them as soon as possible, how much harm will it bring to society?"
"But... Captain Chen... Although this is the case, but it is not better for these police officers to do it. If I can choose, I would rather let that Ji Shuisheng!" Yang Ming shook his head.
"Young man, your thoughts are wrong! The man, the husband, did what he did, how can he regret it! From a police point of view, this kind of thing should indeed be done by us, but you think about it from another angle. If you choose to back down that day, then Ji Shuisheng will continue to do evil, and the object of his crime may be your friends, classmates, teachers, and even family! Once the people around you are hurt, do you still regret it? Chen Fei continued.
Yes! Yang Ming nodded. If he retreats, then Ji Shuisheng will be even more arrogant. Once he is allowed to continue committing crimes in Songjiang, the consequences are really unimaginable! If his family or Zhao Ying and Chen Mengyu meet him, then Yang Ming is really dead and can't be sinned!
Thinking of this, Yang Ming suddenly opened up, and there was a smile on his lips: "Thank you, Captain Chen! I figured it out!"
"Yeah, if you figure it out, I am not encouraging you to kill, but hope that when someone needs help, you can stand up bravely!" Chen Fei annihilated the cigarette in his hand and said to Yang Ming: "Young man, you are still a student. You can smoke two things occasionally. If you have more, you will hurt your body!"
"Know, Captain Chen! Thank you!" Yang Ming nodded sincerely.
"Let's go, I will send you back, go home to sleep at night, and go to school easily tomorrow!" Chen Fei stood up and walked like a police car.