Sweet Beauty

1267 Keep It or Not?

Since Jia Qiulian did not come to work for half a month, although no one dared to gossip about it openly, many people still secretly guessed whether she and Han Cihui had already divorced.

It was mainly because Han Cihui’s expression never became clear.

Today, when Jia Qiulian woke up, Han Cihui had already left for work. For some reason, she had always been sleepy lately. No matter how early she went to bed, she always woke up very late in the morning and was always tired.

Jia Qiulian rubbed her blurry eyes and looked out the window at the sun, which was already high in the sky. Then she took a deep breath.

The alarm clock of the phone on the bedside table suddenly rang. Jia Qiulian picked up the phone and looked at the memo that appeared on the screen. “Jia Qiulian, is your auntie here?”

Jia Qiulian was shocked when she saw this. Subconsciously, she lifted the blanket to look underneath her.

Oh no, she was a whole week late for her month.

Normally her period was very accurate, and she did not miss a single day of the thirty-day cycle. But this month, when she found out she was not coming, she wrote a memo. The date was set for seven days later to remind her to check to see if her period had come.

And ... she had not come.

.....

In the absence of Qin Yu and Liang Zixuan, Jia Qiulian was embarrassed to go to the hospital alone. She took advantage of the time she was buying vegetables to go to the drugstore to buy three pregnancy test sticks.

She bent over in the bathroom and watched as the pregnancy test stick slowly turned into two red lines. Her whole body almost collapsed.

“This can’t be happening! It’s impossible, right?”

Jia Qiulan could not believe it, so she tried the second test. There were still two red lines in the same position.

Jia Qiulian still could not believe that she was pregnant. After all, she was going to divorce Han Cihui soon, and getting pregnant was not a good thing for her!

With an anxious heart, she tried the third test. When two red lines proudly appeared on the test, she almost collapsed.

How could she get pregnant?

Why was she pregnant?

Jia Qiulian came out of the bathroom in a daze and sat lifelessly on the bed.

She loved children, especially Han Yingzhe, Liang Zixuan’s son. She liked him very much. Whenever she went to Liang Zixuan’s place, she would hug Han Yingzhe and play with him. Even though Han Yingzhe could already walk on his own, she still liked to carry him.

She liked the tender feeling of a child. She liked the innocent smile of a child. She loved the feeling of holding a child in her arms, it was like holding a blissful world.

And now she was pregnant, she would have her own child. But she would divorce Han Cihui. So this child ... Will she keep it or not?

Jia Qiulian was originally a writer, so she always had a lot of wild ideas in her head. Sometimes she could invent several different stories with just a few words.

Now that she was alone at home, many strange scenes suddenly came into her mind.

Whenever a story appeared in the writer’s mind, it would automatically form an image.

She sat there, staring blankly at a certain place, thinking that a year later, when she would give birth to this child, she would be taking care of him alone.

She thought of the possibility that was closest to reality, and that was that she had left the Han Group. In order to continue living and earn money to buy powdered milk for her child, she had no choice but to return to her previous job and write at home.

Every day when she went out to buy vegetables, she would carry her child with plastic bags in her hands.

Even bathing the child would be done by herself. There would be no one to help her.

With her painstaking efforts, she finally succeeded in raising her child to kindergarten. At last, she could finally breathe a sigh of relief. She no longer had to take her child everywhere, but one day, the child came home from kindergarten, his body dirty and his clothes ragged.

The child tugged at the hem of her dress and cried. “I am not wrong! They called me a wild child and said that I have no father, that was why I fought with them!”

At the thought of this, Jia Qiulian’s eyes, which had been completely red for a long time, suddenly filled with tears. She hugged her knees and bit her lower lip as she wept softly.

When the child grew up a little and began to understand what was going on, he would no longer ask why he had no father or who his father was, and where his father was.

But every time they went out, her child would look enviously at the other children who were carried by their fathers.

At that time, when she saw her child’s envious but persistent look, she would hug him sadly. “It’s okay that you don’t have a father. You still have me.”

The child sensibly wrapped his arms around her neck, but after a while, he thrashed out of her arms. “Mommy, don’t hug me anymore. I am big and very heavy. You cannot carry me anymore.”

Really, how could she have strong arms and legs like a man? How could she have the pride and security that a man would give a child?

She was just a woman, a woman without strength.

Suddenly, another scene appeared in Jia Qiulian’s mind. She was holding her child’s small hand and walking down the street of Imperial City. Suddenly, a happy family came towards her.

The man’s face was one she would never forget in her life. Han Cihui.

Next to him was a wife who was beautiful and delicate, warm and gentle. He held her hand in such a cute way, and in his arms was a child that looked like his own.

Her child stared at them blankly for a few moments before suddenly turning around and asking, “Mommy, why does that child look so much like me?”

How was she supposed to tell such a small child that his father did not want them? That his father was no longer his father, but someone else’s father...?

“Wuwuwu...” Jia Qiulian could not bear her sadness any longer. She hugged her knees and cried loudly.

No, she did not want that!

She did not want this child to be born. She did not want her child to have no father. She did not want her child to grow up in contempt and ridicule!

She looked like she was in shock as she jumped out of bed. She quickly cleaned herself up and hurried out of the room with her bag.

When taking out the test stick, Jia Qiulian was not as excited as Qin Yu was at that time. She just felt sad.

With difficulty, she walked step by step toward the consulting room.

“Doctor, this child... I don’t want it.”