Will of chaos

Before I could reach the Floating Ship my body lost strength as I felt all the damage I thought I had healed returning, my mind was clear as the pain and weakness didn't affect me as much mentally as it used to.

My sister brought me to the ship where I was surrounded by blurred silhouettes, I could hear their voices and I knew they were my companions, but it was my sister who crouched next to me to tell her that she would not heal me.

Even though I'm in such a difficult situation, this maniac still wants me to keep training.

"You idiot, you thought the injuries those knights from before were normal? Did you forget what they were made of?" (Natasha) 𝘧𝒓e𝑒𝑤e𝙗𝚗o𝙫𝒆𝙡.𝐜𝐨ｍ

If I'm not mistaken the Knights from before were made of mana and Authority that that hypocritical Judge gathered, I think there was also Holy Power involved.

"Your Holy Power will get rid of any holy damage, perks of being a Demigod, but Authority is different." (Natasha)

"In many ways, Authority shares characteristics with Auras even though they are very different." (Natasha)

"When injured by an enemy's Aura-empowered attacks, the wounds can only be treated after expelling that intruding Aura, same with Authority." (Natasha)

"(Is she telling me to use my Authority to expel that Knight's Authority?)" (I)

I didn't even notice the Authority, I thought he only used it on the barrier since no Territory was created, but from what my sister is saying that's not quite what happened.

It seems that all of his attacks contained the Authority, I didn't realize that before because I didn't pay attention, I'm an idiot.

I try to use my Aura and Authority to scan my body paying special attention to the places where I feel injuries.

In a short time, I noticed the same Authority as before in my wings, chest, and several other wounds, but the worst was the chest wound from before, this wound had much more Authority and seemed to be worse than before it healed. 𝘧𝔯e𝗲𝙬ℯ𝙗𝓷o𝘷e𝗹.𝐜𝑜𝒎

I didn't realize it before, maybe because I didn't concentrate enough on these points before, the burst of healing from before was due to the large amount of blood I was drinking, but it was only superficial, in a few minutes the wounds opened up again leaving me in this state and getting worse.

I try to focus on one place at a time like I've never done this before, starting with the smallest wounds using my Aura and Authority together to trap the invading power in a bubble before pushing it out of my body.

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5 hours later, inside a room on the Floating Ship.

Sigh

I let out a sigh after finally pushing out the enemy Authority that was wreaking havoc in my lungs.

I opened my eyes and saw that Authority crumble as if the surrounding nature had crushed or consumed that Authority.

"..." (I)

I pick up a barrel of blood in one hand and drink it down as if I were holding a large wooden cup.

"I have to be more careful going forward." (I)

"You did well considering they were stronger." (Nix)

"Strength is important, but it is of no use only, his movements were simple and that's why I could dodge for so long, that gave me time to analyze them and..." (I)

knock knock knock

"Looks like you have company." (Nix)

"Yeah, I just didn't expect it to be him, but let's see what he wants this time." (I)

I use my magic to open the door without having to get up from the bed where I'm sitting cross-legged, who was there was Alan, the Hero of Justice.

"I can enter?" (Alan)

"Of course, otherwise the door would remain closed." (I)

He walks in and pulls out a chair to sit closer to the bed as I close the door the same way I opened it.

"I hope this isn't another stupid lecture on Justice, I'm not in the mood for childishness right now." (I)

"It's not the battle I want to talk about, but it's related." (Alan)

"But first, I wanted to know how you are?" (Alan)

"I'm fine now, the wounds are healing slower than usual, but now there's nothing stopping them from healing." (I)

"I'm just exhausted after two battles like today, first the Idiots of Light and then the Hypocrites of Law." (I)

Sigh

"What a bad day." (I)

I look at the Hero, his eyes are thoughtful, and it doesn't look like he's mad at me like he usually does, I wonder what he wants this time.

"So, say what do you want to talk about?" (I)

"My mate helped me realize something during this battle, I'm always judging everything by what I believe is fairness." (Alan)

"From the Morror Continent, I distrusted you because your way of doing things didn't follow any pattern I could understand, your motives for doing anything were ridiculous and yet the Elven leaders respected you." (Alan)

"I didn't like you and I thought it was because of the ease with which you killed or the ease with which you committed crimes." (Alan)

"I'm not going to apologize for any of this, nor do you expect me to turn myself in to answer for these crimes you talk about." (I)

"That's not what I want to talk about." (Alan)

"Today I finally understand why I don't like you." (Alan)

"You have your own justice, you do what you think should be done for the only reason you can." (Alan)

"You don't care about laws or rules anywhere and just follow your own justice just like today, even if I don't agree." (Alan)

He looks at his hand still thoughtful, I stay quiet to try to understand his reasoning and know what he's talking about.

"While you follow what you believe, I am that I was chosen as a Hero of Justice by the Great God Justhos, I am following what I was taught by others, I never stopped a second to think about the definition of justice and I always believed in what I was taught." (Alan)

"I was angry with you out of envy, it took me a long time to realize that and now I don't know what to do, I'm even doubting what I've learned." (Alan)

Sigh

"Wow, when I don't think you can be more childish, you still manage to exceed my expectations." (I)

"Definition of Justice... what a stupid thing." (I)

"Let's start a class and see if you mellow out a bit because I'm getting annoyed with you." (I)

"The name of this class will be, Definition of Justice for Idiots and you will be my first student, I also hope you will be the last." (I)